She writes portraits 
Or rather 
she has found someone 
who writes them for her 
She considers herself a compiler of assets 
Her collaborator could be 
compared to an archivist 
Someone who analyses content 
It was no easy task to find someone 
suitable 
for the extent of her documentation 
Sometimes she asks herself, 
why recompose something so compostable 
as the memory of someone? 
When you miss someone, 
what is it, you miss about them? 
An image, a picture? 
Where in your presence do they reside 
when you forget about them? 
The way they look at you when they ask; 
should I get you a coffee? 
Their voice on the other line, 
breaking up through a weak connection, 
telling you they are on their way, 
and the way they smell 
when they come pick you up from your work 
Waiting outside, 
the way they look 
at the people passing by 
and the passers by 
gaze on them 
How they speak 
to someone over the counter 
You lock eyes, 
for the first time 
How did they feel the first time you touched? 
The way they get dressed, 
asking for your opinion, 
what color suits them the best? 
The way they undress 
How they fold their clothes 
after they’ve been washed 
Open the fridge, open a window, 
ask for a lighter, gaze at something odd, 
in the periphery of your shared frame 
Is it the way they touch you 
when they try to reach you, 
reach through you, 
that stays 
when everything else has departed?